Hi Guys
I really appreciate all your replies thanks very much, but I didnt go to a meeting last night, I sat in watched a couple of films and drank a bottle of wine. I,m not proud of the fact I done that and a meeting probably would have been the right thing to do but to be honest I am really scared of the sound of it although I would like to stop drinking in the same hand I really enjoy it and its something I have always enjoyed doing, would like to stop but cant think of a replacement for it. I have tried socialising without alcohol but I find it very boring liustening to other people after they have had a few.
I would like to say that today was the new start and no more drink but I dont feel that way I wish I did cause when I get something into my mind I know i can do it, but its just not there just now and I dont know what to do for the best.