jillsinclair

hi

I am new to this site and wondered if anyone can help, I have had to stop drinking as I have liver failure and I am finding this very difficult because drinking is a big part of my life as I love going out and socialising, I really want to go out tonight and have a drink but know I shouldnt but its all I can think about, does that make me have an alcohol problem? I never thought I did but I may feel a bit like I do now because if I drink its damaging me now, I have other problems too with depression and I have always drank to block out these feelings, I also have been in hospital for a week due to alcohol, but I still struggle with saying I have a problem I just really enjoy drinking, and I cant think of anything to replace it I have racked my brain trying to but theres nothing I like more than going out socialising, and its not because I need to its because I want to but its now interferring with my health and I still want to drink, does this sound to you like I have a problem?

thanks jill