It's okay MG. I know things get busy and to be honest I freaked after I posted it, I said OMG I actually posted about feeling suicidal, and then I worried about the men in white jackets coming, and well you know how our minds work, I got nervous about asking for help! I'm going to be alright I just got to unload some of this crap outside of myself, and like you said come to term's with it. You guys are so wonderfully supportive and understanding, I know God brought me to this site and I am thankful for each and every one of you.
Many hugs and hope too,
Tammie