Tantic,
Yes, I have a son now and he will be three in June. I know exactly how you feel because my son is one of my driving motivations to be sober. I do not want my son to see me as a drunk. I am his role model as for women and I refuse to let him grow up thinking all women are crazy (no comments from the peanut gallery!!) I will check out that book and see if it works for me. Right now, AA has given me hope and I believe that is a great start.