(((Pattee))) Thank you so much for writing and for your message! I am really glad that you posted. Your message really helped me.
I am doing ok today. I feel so weird being on the anti's...extrememly weird. I don't know if I can stick to them. The only thing that it really has helped me with is getting up in the morning. Sometimes, I have a really hard time getting myself out of the bed. I have really beat my body up with my addiction. I'm trying to exercise and eat healthier. I'm trying to get more sleep. I wonder how I will feel in a few months of sobriety? I think one day at a time...I hang in there... no more feeding the rat. When ya feed a monster it grows, so I am feeding my recovery. I'm not using today. Sobriety is what I want.