Three more hours until I get through this day clean and sober. I am very grateful for where I am heading. I have started to look into my life to find what I am grateful for. It really helps my thinking.
I have to stick with sobriety. If I go back out, I probably won't make it back. So that only leaves the option of just sticking it out. I'm in it for the long haul. I got really sick and tired of being sick and tired. I know that I am powerless over alcohol and drugs. I just KNOW!! No questions about it. It is what it is and I can accept that today. My reservations are gone. I am not willing to hold onto anything that will threaten my sobriety. That is my priority! It really is life or death and today, I choose life.