"I moved to another state so I wouldn't know or have connections and to lead a clean life. In my 4 years I've done so much and this one incident has made me feel like I"m losing my mind! I was a substance abuse counselor!!! I should and do know better.......... "
I tried this geographical cure as well, for those exact same reasons, and things went well for a time - but all that **** slowly crept back into my life, under the most trivial circumstances that weren't even detectable to me at the time, and I ended up being worse off then I was before I moved. Changing yourself and your way of thinking are the only way to freedom