REZ hit it right on the money. I almost got the impression you downplay'd the drinking you did that night and focused solely on the straw in your nose - when it was more then likely the drinkin setup ya up! I tried coming off plenty and be 'normal' by hanging around my drinking buddies but it was always the same situ. - not happy enuf just drinking now I need some drugs. i've found the only way to remove temptation is to quit all mood altering chemicals completely