Yes Mega, the piece of peace is what is so foreign to both of us. It makes us stand back and say, "what is wrong" .... We aren't used to 'not' being consumed with worry or despair I believe. We don't take your posts as bitching or anything of that nature, sometimes it is what it is. Mostly, for me, it's usually a cry out of frustration or aggrivation. (that's the same things right? Duh)... Anyway.... Keep thinking! I will too....