No, I don't have answers to your BF's understanding.
Maybe he understands or is more compassionate than you think.
He is being surportive....what else did you want to hear from him?
Would you rather hear other critical adbrasive stuff comes out of his mouth ?
You know as will as I do he didn't make you drink and He can't
make you stop. The disease is getting you to de focus from whats happening.
The focus in on your BF with a negative perception and not
focusing on you just going back to a meeting or your recovery.
Oki doki....in the chapter of relapse an recovery.
"YOU RATHER SAVE YOUR FACE OR YOU RATHER SAVE YOUR ASS"
You feel the nucelar blast yet ???
Today is all we're ever going to have. Oneday at a time.
And you didn't loose your four years , that can never be taken from you.
You earn it, you lived it, you experince it.
Okay, so you're getting a deeper understanding of incurable.
The disease it cunning, baffling and powerful.
And you hear it ...it lays in wait.
We have a dailey reprieve of our spiritual maintenance.
may I remind you.....You're in the grip of the disease at the moment.
It's telling ya, that you're a total looser and a major F@#k up, the
committe is in full swing and is filling your head with negatives messages.
So you might go out and use again. So it's not clear.
GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK !!!!!!
Anywho...before you go off the deep in....
I was 11 years clean & sober and relapsed into drinking for a couple
of weeks.
YA know...you & I, we are some luckie souls and something must be
watching over us. Most peaple just keep on going and going and
never make it back. How greatful you we be..lol
that just food for thoughts.
On the bright side now you'll have extra sets of key chains.lol
God bless and I'll keep you in my prayers.