Mega I found SR months after M moved out so I don't know what I would have been posting at the time. How can one explain in detail all the stages of the roller coaster ride? Before every low was a high, a brief period of weightlessness where you perceived a grand view of everything, then the start down again where you saw the bottom screaming up at you and held on tight, then the weight of the G forces pressing you into your seat at the very bottom, can't move. Then the excitement of the next high coming just ahead.
For me, I can honestly say my recovery did not start until I got off the roller coaster.