I sorta know what you mean. I went through a period where I didn't feel the need to post about the goings on here. Mostly because HE didn't seem so important anymore. Not only that but I came to feel as if I was complaining about the same stuff and was sick of listening to myself, LOL. "oh, he drank and said this, can you believe it....." LOL. Not to make light of it, it's hard, painful and HUGE at the time. I came to a place where his episodes weren't so "end of the world." They were just NORMAL as sad as that sounds, they were expected. But *I* was changing my reaction to them. As my reaction changed, my focus changed so my posts changed.
Perhaps you're moving on to a new stage. One that worries about what mega is doing as opposed to what ah is doing?
Now last night I got all riled up over his crap.....so I had been quiet for a bit but I was very annoyed and cranky last night, LOL.