Trish was a very good friend to me. I have to try and pull myself together now. I have appointments for estimates to give this afternoon. Tonight's my NA homegroup. Im going to ask to chair the meeting. I need to. I already called my sponsor. He usaully isnt at my homegroup, but I guess he will be tonight. When I come home from my meeting tonight I will light a candle for Trish at 10:00 PM Pacific.