Welcome bkr & sdp!!
"doesn't love me enough to make me happy" (sounds like a country song lyric! LOL)
That is absurd, as I learned long ago in recovery. How can we expect someone else to MAKE us happy...happiness is an inside job...as someone once said. Thanks for posting, and "keep coming back" as they say. I'd recommend a CoDA meeting, if there is one in your area! It has been a life changer for me!!!
love to all,
msm