Losing motivation.
D told me he's losing a lot of motivation again and has been for the past week or so - not really wanting to do anything. In one way I think it's a very good sign that he's picked up on it and talked about it long before I have, he's still reading and doing his cryptic crosswords so I figured it's nowhere near the level it has been before.
All I've said to him is that he probably needs to keep an eye on it - and I will a little too. In the last week or so we've been refused a mortgage and had the house evaluated for the second mortgage and my job is seriously on the rocks so it's not as though it's been plain sailing.
I don't feel panicked, I hope and think it may well just pass on it's own. I do feel something though, just right now REALLY letting go of the crystal ball is a bit of an effort - I'm managing but I have to think about it and put effort in.
I'm off on training today so I'm glad I'll be busy and hopefully I'll be enjoying it too.
BLAH!!