I really struggle with this.
I want things to go as planned.
I want my life to have order.
I am the person who does my budget 12 months in advance, balances my checkbook every day, plans meals a month at a time, and oh, I am a LIST QUEEN.
I suspect these behaviors are mostly attributable to my controlling nature. I have always liked control. Not just over others, but over my life and my things.
Is this really a bad thing for a person to be in control of their own life and to crave order?
I dont see how its harmful if I am not controling anyone else?