I am currently not working because I lost my job due to this addiction. I've been filling my time by cooking and eating alot, light workouts,and cleaniing my house. I need to get back to work but am thinking about changing proffesions. I have no god so spirituality is pretty tough for me right now. I've quit a pretty bad heroin addiction by myself, so I know that I can quit smoking crack, but my family doesn't think it is humanly possible and forces me to follow through with what they think quitting a drug should be like, none of them ever haveing had any sort of addition.