Originally Posted by mfarencics
... but just don't understand fully what a drug addict feels or goes through in ones fight for recovery. Does anyone have any suggestions.
Welcome to SR, Mike. Glad you found a place with great information and support.
Speaking for myself, I am not clean unless I am sober. I am not sober unless I am clean. I am not in recovery if I use on and off.
So, if you really, really, really want to quit the insanity of drink and drugs, I highly recommend you find and work a program of recovery like AA or NA.
Glad to have you along with us on our jouney. Keep posting, Mike.