Each & everytime I read a post on this site it touches my heart, I feel it is all so similar. It is. Your story seems so close to home because I am also separated from my AH and have met someone else who is so good to me and my children yet I still didn't know what to do. I was afraid of doing the wrong thing for my children and I wanted to remember the good times with my AH. I only want one wedding album. All of those traditional, old fashioned memories. That's what I always dreamed, that's what I wanted to make happen even if I had to do all the work. But only very recently with help of this site and all of your love, support & prayers have I realized that I deserve love & happiness with someone who wants to give it to me and my AH can't he is not able to love me until he loves himself enough to accept help.
My prayers & thoughts are with you~ each of you!