Old 03-03-2006, 01:20 AM
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nutz
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Prayers on the way...

Mmmmm.... R u sure about the strength stuff ?
I prayer for patients once,... a long time ago, I think that prayer was
answered and is still in effect.lol
How about if I just send good thoughts, peace, happiness and stuff
like that.

It's a stumbling block for me also. I had one of those ahha moments,recently
she's INCAPIABLE.....so it' kind of like me barking up the wrong tree.
It's also wierd that I see things in different lights.
It's more of a release. I release her from me.
I release her of all the responsibilities to make me happy, okay, well...etc.
I release her of having to live up to my expectations, no matter
how right I feel about it or how wrong she's been.
It's still my expectations that she's INCAPIABLE of.

I actually pray for her, now. It actually brought tears to my eyes.
I pray someway, somehow GOD would help her or touch her heart.
I pray that she would be happy, healthy, surround by love & happiness
Even If it ment that she would live happily without me

It's wierd what a couple of good night sleep can do.
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