My prayers are with you too Ideal.
Recognizing all these things is good
Yeap...right were we left off, but worst becuase we're SOBER and
have years of recovery under ourbelts. We're suppose to know better.
The Disease feeds on that. So we just go to AA and say Whooo Hooo
I'm sober.lol But don't share what's really going on.
It all ties back in to drinking. I relapsed into drinking after 11 years
from all the chaos.I now have 1 1/2 year sober and not gambling and
A bounch of other no..no.. I don't do anymore.
My GF at the moment continues to struggle with gambling.
She is also drinking again. She suffered liver damage before.
So can I share in a close meeting about all this?lmaf
When It pretains to alcoholism.
And yeap...the ritual is a rush in itself, just like when I use to
get ready to go bar/club hoping.
And yeap.. schduling our lives around it.
Hmm...Everytime I go AA and hear the reading in the begining of a meeting.
IT's CUNNING, IT'S BAFFLING, IT POWERFUL...that has special/deeper
meanings to me,now.
God bless