My arss Is following of right now..becuase I broke up with my GF
a recovering Alki. Hmmmmm She's broke , broke again from gamling.
I don't know what her bottom is ...but I guess lossing me, aint enough.
I feel guilty in a way becuase, She never gamle before in her entire
life. I took her. I didn't know we could get addicted to the crap either.
It was innocent just to go out and have a good time and dinner.
Holy shiet...4 years, it basically costed us everything. The wreackage
is the same. it's a freaken nightmare.
So don't be too hard on yourself...I didn't know it was that dangerous
either.
And yes, we would make plans to have weekends get away.
But damn it....we never made it pass the damn casino, weeks
after weeks, months of months..year after years.The progression.
And yes there where times , i would go into a convultion or foam
at mouth, withdraws on weekends that we where broke.
It's bad, bad, bad, between my GF and I, after tax we clear over
$5000 p/month....We were straving at times and had to borrow
$25 just to have food in the house until we get pay again. But
as soon as we get paid...off we go. And of course running around
the damn casino trying get more cash out of thew verious tellers
machines after we max it out.
I drove back and forth three times in one night before (100 miles each way).
We where even late/miss her duaghter's wedding becuase of gambling.
It dosen't hurt others ????? think again.
I join an R/C club and start doing other hobbies or interest to break
this addiction. But of course with tipical addict style. i have a fleet
of R/C planes and nitro cars....Progress lol progress.
You don't want to know how many Guitars I have.lmaf
For me...I can't even walk into a casino PERIOD!!!!!!
You know.."if you hang out around a barber shop long enough,
you're going to get a hair cut"