Thanx for sharing Equus.
Not going to graduation really does not bother me at all. I feel relieved and happy. I feel like I am doing what is right for me. I am so glad I dont have to pretend like my family is so supportive and act like everything is okay. I dont have to have that terrible feeling in my heart when I am around them. I feel free.
I am fine and I am sure there will be moments or days when I am not fine but in the meanwhile, I quite alright and doing much better than what I was doing.
~Def