Yup
Same thing is going on with me. I guess I accidentally posted it in my Bundle of Nerves thread under Mental Health instead of Anxiety. Perhaps I would have gotten more responses!
I am desperately waiting for this feeling of weirdness and anxiety to pass and to feel like myself again.
I lay awake all night last night just thinking and wondering if I am cracking up and going back to feeling mental, miserable and insane like I did when I first started in recovery 18 years ago.
Now that I have finally fallen asleep it is time to get up and do my paternal duties. I am afraid of falling apart in front of my kids. No one understands.
Maybe I need more than one meeting a week. Yes perhaps I need to invest more time in my recovery meetings. Maybe that is where I am missing the boat.
It worked in the beginning I guess there is no reason to not believe it will work now.
Must pray to be delivered from my own self will.
Must say the simplest prayer of all: God, please help me.