My father..not sure if he's alki, but he was always drunk
My mother re-married my step father.
Not sure his alki, he still drinks like a fish, has classic behaviors
of and alki. He drank lots and lots, gallons of wine everyday as
far as I can remember. My mother of course dose everything
to the book as a co-dependcy would do. Don't get dad angery.
Growning up in that enviorment was that of trying to walk
through egg shells spear all over, God forbid if I should step on
an eggshell. Just the other day the man came home drunk
and looked at me, if I was the most worthless piece of ****
that ever lived. God forgive me for being alive.
My nephew and neices currently live with my parents.
Everyone of the childred all suffers mental and emotional turtore
as I did. All suffers from depression and react in verious ways.
It's like looking at myself in the mirror.
I try to pass on recovery tools as much as I can to the children.
My 15 year old neice broke into tears..perhapes just for the first
time in her life. Someone an adult listen to her.
My 18 year old niece went through a stage of cutting herself.
Yet the whole time everybody told her there's was something
wrong with her. I spent time with her ...listen. Share my ESH
of how it was for me to live under that type of dictatorship.
It was like I was telling her story or experience.