Free, Donewith, manuka, and ILove... THANK YOU! Thank you for sharing and for sending encouraging words my way. I can't believe I am back here, in this painful place. I felt sop good last week, when I was away, and I guess that answers my question right there.
I am on my way to a NarAnon meeting tonight. It just hurts so much. And when he called tonight, I just didnt have it in me to be nice and pretend like nothing happened again. He is till lying to me. It's like the worst version of "Groundhogs' Day" EVER! (well, atleast I am getting my sense of humor back.... my eyes are all red and puffy from crying but if I can make a joke I guess I will be ok.... the smiley faces help too
