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Old 02-03-2006, 12:10 PM
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c'est la vie
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[QUOTE=Prof9000
I know what you're feeling today and it sucks. As alcoholics we are people of extremes. I got kind of high off my first few meetings because they made me feel so good I was almost walking on air. But then the addiction came crashing in and I felt depressed, couldn't give myself credit for my achievements and I was craving big time. I didn't drink and the next day I felt full of beans.

Hang in there.[/QUOTE]
You felt this way too? That's exactly how I feel. I still feel good after meetings, but I'm not getting the life altering feeling. I'm feeling sorry for myself for being made this way. I've been in search of "normal" since I was a kid and still haven't found it.
I hate brain chemicals!!
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