Dont give up!!
you ae doing so well and have taken the suggestions you have a temp sponsor and atttend meetings thats great and believe me she would rathe yu call than pick up a drink!
Its not selfish its how it works! we are SELF SUPPORTING not just financially but we support each other not when the going is GOOD but when you are feeling low too!!!!!
You will get through this
Keep doing what you are doing
My thoughts and prayers are with you
Love Purrdyxxx