Hi Magdam there are some wonderful treatment facilities in Atlanta. There is also Community Mental Health in Georgia that is based on sliding fee or is free if you meet certain criteria and I think you would. I can help link you up with some help in Georgia near Atlanta if you want it. Just PM and I'll point you in the right direction. There is crisis stabilization and then wonderful aftercare treatment available.
You only have to claim a GA address to get the help - even a homeless facility will do. They will not turn you away. Please let me know if you have an interest. I'll need to know what county in GA you are in to help link you or if you can get to Paulding or Cherokee county which is just North of Atlanta I can hook you up with some great people...atleast I'll try. The rest will be up to you.
You deserve good care and you deserve to live - really live. I have followed your story and even though I haven't posted to you before I care and will try to help you if I can.
Hope to hear from you,
Janet