New and Frustrated
I am new at this web loc. I am a co dependent trying to recover along with my M. It took a DUI to get him to wake up but I will take it. We are busy with all the court ordered AA's couseling etc. I found out earlier this week when he had to do random drug testing that he would drop "dirty". This hurt my feelings. I get frustrated because I want to trust him but when I do, I get slapped in the face with realilty. I guess, what I need or am looking for is some glimmer of hope that life will get better someday.