Originally Posted by
Pekelover2 
This was touching Leshar. I understand how you must be feeling regarding your late husband. I’m sorry. But I know that he forgives you.
I read about something called PAWS. Not heard/mentioned here. But I haven’t searched extensively. It’s an acronym describing feelings associated with the months following sobriety. Depression, moodiness even blahs. I feel that now. Sort of not upbeat like I usually am. Just meh and a bit down. 😞
Please stay strong! You’ve got this. And we’re here for you!!
Peke, thank you so much for your kind support. And so well done on your sober path! I'm happy for you.
The last two weeks have brought worsening depression and a lack of motivation. I'm 4 months now. I know I must be patient.