Hey beachbabe,
Wow... your post really hit me today in an emotional way. I read it and I just started bawling. It's amazing to me how you are dealing with everything. You are amazing and I am so happy for you. 10 years on codine is a longass time... your strength and conviction to stop it just blows me away. I'm so so so happy for you.
Sorry about the sucky dreams ;/ I hope they get better soon. Have you tried meditating before going to bed and try inserting dream seeds? I dunno if it will work or not. hehe
**{hugs}} Thank you for sharing your days with us.
Suga