Thanks Alera!
I know I ended up using because of the (almost) hopeless situation that I'm in. My family is at war so I don't have their support and my friends have turned on me. I felt alone and then the fear of having to give school up pushed me into a bad place.
I am going to get well . I know and believe that with all of my heart.
I just need to learn to love myself and stop beating myself up for the past.