Well another clean day has passed. Thank god for that. Tomorrow is day 4, and I never make it past day 5, but I'm willing to now. Had a tough day at work with the withdrawals of heroin, spent a lot of downtime not getting anything done and just reading the forums on here and checking out some NA meetings in Kansas City. I really feel like recovery is the right place for me right now. I'm so glad to be focusing on me again and just stop overburdening myself with stressful situations such as school, moving to new cities, employment oppo's. It's going to be one hell of a process, but I think I can do it. Thanks so much for your support, gang. Paul