Still going at 75 day! Glad there have been some more posts since I last was here!
Having a great week! I’m feeling like I did when I knew I had put alcohol in the rear view mirror. Took 2 years to feel that way with alcohol and feeling that way at 75 days with pot. Seems real quick, but I am cautiously optimistic. What’s got me feeling that is I just haven’t been thinking about pot at all in the last couple weeks. At about 6 weeks, I was still getting the little glum feeling if I had a day off and feeling like it would be nice to get high on my day off. Now I just look forward to having some time off and getting to enjoy the moment. Pot hasn’t even been something I have been thinking of.
I also have this ongoing overwhelming feeling now of how as soon as I have that first hit, anxiety, fear and insecurity will take me over like a ton of bricks and I am now fearful of it.
I hope that fear will stay with me.