Got hit by a car
I’m so frustrated. I went on a run on Tuesday and I was in the crosswalk and a car ran a red light and hit me. I’m not bruised and scraped up. I can’t walk without a Walker. And even then it’s painful and limited. I spent Tuesday in the hospital. Wtf. I’m so frustrated… I had just recovered from an elective surgery that kinda went wrong. And I was just released to start lightly working out again. So it was my 3rd day in a row jogging and boom. Hit by a car. I feel so isolated as it was from not drinking. Now I’m even more so being as I can’t walk. I can’t go on walks, I can’t go grocery shopping, I can’t even go downstairs from my apartment to pick up Uber eats. I feel trapped in my apartment hoping each day gets easier. I just am starting to shut down emotionally. Between my mom passing away, men drama, my gma getting dementia, quitting drinking, getting a self help elective surgery and being excited about it but having the recovery be messed but and now this … this has been the most messed up 6 months ever. I’m beyond exhausted from **** happening … I need a break. I need to hit a punching bag. I just want to scream “ok god , I get it… I have been listening… how much more can a person take “!!!!!