Originally Posted by
KneePads 
I wish some of my lightbulb moments were this bright and instant, DriGuy. With me it’s more like a dark room and when I read something that resonates with me it’s like a very slow dimmer switch that gradually gets brighter over a few weeks when I can’t shift the thought out of my head. In the end I think “Sigh, I’d better deal with that now then, before it blows a fuse”.
Well, that moment I described was hardly the norm for me. I have to spend more time than that figuring things out, and many of them, like yours, I haven't figured out, or even decided if it's worth it. The good thing is, and I hope it's the same for you, is that not everything has to have an answer, but we can still go on about our lives doing the best we can. And I think you're doing that. You can puzzle and solve a lot of things, but not everything. Maybe you will figure out this one, though. Who knows?