Hard days
Tough few weeks. Mood quite manic. I've been increasingly impulsive and unfocused. Took the day off work today to try to rebalance myself. Walking along a canal until I run out of light. Pushing back on some of the strongest cravings to drink in months. Impulsive alcoholic voice telling me to "just do it". I am here to make the commitment to you that I will not drink. I am hoping that by making this post my subconscious will stop torturing me.