vaped tonight and took cbd
I have been in hell with can't get out of bed depression so I vaped and used cbd tonight. honestly I feel better which makes me want to cry, I had made 9 days after relapsing after 5. I didn't feel anything from the cbd so I vaped. I hope this isn't a weed relapse, I'd it is I might as well just get some weed and get drunk. man I can't do anything right I'm such a failure. why can't I just be normal. everything is so hard. I guess I was blaming my problems on vaping when it wasn't really the main cause of my problems. I feel like I need some drug to function. I'm so messed up. probably going to relapse on everything soon, being dry sucks.
David