Hi!
Well I suppose it isn't totally true that I don't have access, it is just that access is difficult. We are in a remote location in the mountains and the nearest AA meetings would require a 2 hour drive down the mountian. I don't really have the time or money to drive that much. Also, i don't know what I would tell my husband, where I was going and why I was using so much time and money for traveling suddenly. As you know, I am very ashamed that I have this problem, I don't want him to know about it. I would be so mortified.
I am not sure what to do...
