You guys were right, nothing changes
I read back my previous threads posted here, all about my gf and her alcoholism. Kept giving her chances after her pleading she would be better. Against the advice of people here. Now I'm back in the same spot again, finding out she's been drinking behind my back.
Now she pleads that this is finally it. She is finally going to quit for good this time. She is now 10 days sober, and it's going to be different.
Looking back on my previous posts, I was 33 years old. Now I'm 35 years old, same situation, same excuses.
I am finally done. I don't trust that this new promise of sobriety is going to last. I'd need proof of probably at least 1 year of real sobriety, working a real program, sponser and all.
Otherwise I am going to be looking over my shoulder and in anxiety for the rest of my life. Preventing myself from possibly meeting someone better for me and having the life and relationship I really want.
You guys told me the truth, and I didn't listen.