please help me to live
I've been abusing opiates and methamphetamines for a very long time. I suffer post traumatic stress disorder and i have to collect my medication every day from the chemist as I abuse that too. I am scared of withdrawal, but my life is falling apart.I live with my parents and my sister but successfully have hidden the problem from them. How long do withdrawal symptoms last?how do people survive?Tonight I begged God to take me or heal me, I can't go on living this nightmare any longer. I'm physically and emotionally wrecked.any advice would be greatly appreciated. This is my first time on this site. Thank you very much.