Yeah! I understand. He really did like me first as well. I had no interest in him because relationships scared me and also he wasn’t my type. But the first time we worked together, we hit it off and it was easy for me to talk to him. Then those romantic feelings came in. I think he would really have to prove to me he has changed from his alcohol problem because right now I don’t trust him 100%. I forgive him. But there’s still so much hurt and betrayal. I guess you’re right. I think him keeping that from me was the biggest betrayal of them all. Like I told star, I wasn’t mad that he was dealing with it because it’s a disease. I told him I was upset that he didn’t tell me. But he also didn’t tell any other important people. That’s what stinks.