Same boat, different drug. I just got custody of a three year old boy, and a seven year old boy. Their mom is strung out some place. I just quit Methadone cold turkey, and am on my, no, today makes nine days since I had my last dose. I was at the Arizona highest legal limit. I feel like Im going to die, but I would rather be half alive right now, and play Thomas the Tank Engine with my kids. Your post could move a Mt.