nytepassion, I could not even finish reading your post because it hurts me so bad to know that I have 2 children that I could have left behind and that some people don't make it through this hell of addiction. I will read the rest in a few days when I think I can handle it. Thank you for putting that together in words what you and your daughter are feeling. People need to hurt before they can heal and I think you will make a lot of people hurt with this.