Originally Posted by
ThatWasTheOldMe 
I don't drink all week and then Friday comes along and I go nuts.
Sorry. Guess I'm just another drunk.
I am another drunk too
But I am trying to fix that and I believe you want to change that too.
I don't know if I will make it all the way through today. I keep reminding myself to just hold on, just get through today. I do know if I have one, it is the biggest ONE, it is the ONE that will take me right back in to that dark hole. So I envision what ONE will feel like and then how the 4th will feel like and then on and on. And it doesn't sound very good, and thinking about that helps to put the brakes on.
Shower, get up tomorrow and make it a sober day.
Ha, listen to me giving advice and I am only 1 1/2 days in. We are hurting, let's all hold each other up till we can stand on our own. Stay strong.