Thanks carolD.
Beam me up....I have no idea, Scotty. I know that I have to quit at some point. But like others said, the thought just terrifies me. Why is that?? Aaaghh! When I was still married, I used to wish that I'd get pregnant because I knew that I would never drink if it would affect my child. I'm just not that concerned about myself. I have a question for you all. Do you think I should tell my boyfriend about all this? I'm really scared just at the thought of it, but he's a lovely, lovely man and I think he would understand. I hope.