Live, there is a 24 hour non smoking thread here. I smoked when I first started here and that thread really helped me quit. I did want to quit really badly, so I was motivated. I ended up quitting smoking before I got on a more solid sober plain. I wish you the best of luck. It's not easy and sometimes, 8-10 years later, I still find myself wanting to have one, but I just distract myself and it goes. Doesn't help my headaches either. So I'm really glad I quit. The cost is unreal too. i think when I quit, they were like $8 a pack and they're probably more now. I thought I am not spending that kind of money to kill myself.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Best with the smoking and I do appreciate your friendship!
