Originally Posted by paloma
Thank you all. I have a strong faith. I've had it for a long time...through the ups and downs. I do pray for understanding. I feel like I've hit a wall. It 's like, when will the big "AH HA!" moment come when it all makes sense and I can get a grip on life? Ya'all, I hope I don't sound like I'm whining. I really appreciate the opportunity to write and feel like I'm being heard.
My humble advice would be to take your time and work through your thoughts and emotions as they come. Often we prolong problems/situations through our desire to be done with them by forcing a premature end, which is ultimately a false end, and thus not a conclusion to our original problems. Maybe just doing the mundane things in life will let you have those "AH HA" moments. One thing I'm sure of for myself, the few "AH HA" moments I've had in my life never came at the times when I was wishing for them.
BTW, you're not whining. You're working your way through life. Welcome aboard.