Interesting observation about myself...
In that never ending quest for that "Ahh...." feeling that supposedly alcohol was supposed to give me, I find that that never happened. From drink number one until the last, I still never quenched my thirst for more, but not more alcohol. My thirst for that feeling I was searching for was never satisfied. Can anyone relate? I feel like it is not alcohol at all, I just think it is, for lack of a better understanding.
If one were to suggest it is a spiritual craving, I would not be offended, as I think that might be just what I crave. I am involved in my church, but I guess I am just haven't made that full connection yet, I don't know.
Discussion welcome.
Love to all!
Paloma